Untuk beberapa orang

Untuk beberapa orang

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Beberapa orang melihat hidup dengan jalan yang mudah.

Beberapa orang diberkahi mental yang kuat.

Beberapa orang memiliki insting yang tajam.

Aku selalu melihat semua hal baik dari orang-orang itu, memandang dengan penuh iri dan keinginan untuk menjadi seperti mereka.

Fisikku mudah sakit, mentalku tidak kuat, instingku tidak tajam. Tapi itu bukanlah halangan untuk menjadi manusia layaknya mereka.

I'm big.

-Satrio (Hari ke-5 COVID-19, sedikit ngablu)

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I found my real self. Once more. I'm in my way to the real happiness

I found my real self. Once more. I'm in my way to the real happiness

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 What kind of happiness that i wanted.

I've tried a lot of things to make me happy. I was going to psychiatric and get some drugs, i was trying to get into many women, i was getting money so i can buy more, i was doing horrible things just to get my version of happiness. But in fact, those are temporary.

I'm glad i found my real self back before it's too late. I am a man of faith since the day i was born. I almost lost myself in this phase of life. I'm glad in my 22 i already tried worse and good things and i'm not dragged to the bottom by those things.

Please, god. Give me strength. Please Allah. Let me be one of your faithful followers 'till the end of my breath.

I want to love myself as You are loving me.. 

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